Ode To Guadalajara (the Mexican Restaurant Not the City in Mexico)

Tori Cybulski

A strawberry margarita 
blended with sugar 
please 
and he’ll have the moonshine margarita 
a specialty 
double splash of the worst 
moonshine you have 
because he doesn’t enjoy the burn 
that comes from cooked blue agave 
and my hands reach for the plate 
our server said was hot 
but I can’t resist 
plunging my fork in the brown pool of beans 
mixing in the orange rice 
before plopping it into 
my anticipatory mouth 
and right about now you’re probably dying 
to know where this place is 
but the truth is I don’t want to know anymore 
because this poem isn’t about the fucking tequila 
it’s about how he left me when the ice in my drink melted how when he was gone I took my final sips 
letting the waitress take my glass away only
after watching her drop his empty 
on the wood floor 
did I realize 
that it was done 
the glass shards lay where they may 
and I’d rather not have my shoes.
  

Tori Cybulski is in her last year of undergrad at Rocky. In the spring of 2022, she will graduate with a major in communications and creative writing. While she did try writing nonfiction this year, she mainly enjoys writing poetry about her life.